finally i get to blog properly!!
gosh...
my tests are finally over.
NM was okie but i should have retained more info in my brain, then i'll have more confidence in answering..
apparently my temporal, frontal, parietal & occipital lobes are so filled with psy that there's no more space to squeeze any more nm.
Psy was harder with negative marking & all..
questions were trickier than those that i've practised with..
I finished half hr early & check my paper 3 times ( at the same time affiriming whether i should leaving my blank answers blank or take a gamble)
soO i left arnd 15 questions behind..
and some i took the risk..
Within that hr i was tricked like 3-4 times for those questions
soO glad i had ample time to check..
or else I get more marks deducted due to oversight on my part.
and reading chap 1 of my tb was a waste of my time.
boOhoOs.
on to the other side of my life.
I guess now that the stress is over, I've nt much to get frenzied over soO i hope i won't be imagining things again..
I remained calm nevertheless when I was studying.
This made me feel impersonal & unemotional somehow.
Am glad had sixiang to talk to online & at 1+am (hearing my terrible voice)
thank you!!! *virtual hug*
it did help quite a bit
and for the past few days, i was 'normal'.
but i'm not sure how long this will last.
no i dowan to feel detached and cold and shrug it off like it's no biggie.
yet i dowan to be sad.
I always hate it when pple broke up and one party carries on with life as if nothing happened & they are getting on fine with their new lives..
I say they get over easily= r/s ain't that much to them.
But the tot of me potentially becoming like one of these pple scares me a little.
Am I numb or what? Do I still feel?
Like Yeu Ai was shocked i sounded so cool over this...
I wonder whether I displayed my true emotions or I'm just being optimistic or I'm going through some form of depression.
drats.
I actually tot I was going through mild depression last time.
Cos I was happy, then sad, then happy, then sad.
and when I'm feeling really down, my heart actually hurts.
like I could feel a 'tiring' kind of pain as if it was exhausted.
I wonder how but I guess when the time comes, it'll be over like a dream.
